Was having this conversation earlier in the week with Fearless Leader about how interesting it would be to look in on our lives a year from now and see where we all are.

I couldn't imagine that exactly one year ago I would be where I am now. The major changes are that my long term relationship (19 years last may) came crashing to an end and that Tactical Tech would turn into such a solid organization with such kick-ass projects.

I'm horrible at long term planning (or so I am told). I have never been able to do the "where do you want to be in x years" exercise. Not sure this is a real detriment because it seems my life is always moving forward in very positive ways and I've ended up in some really great situations as a result.

I always have that voice of doubt in the back of my head that says "what if you suddenly end up in some horrible situation because you didn't plan your life better". All I say back is "what if I do plan and I still end up in some horrible situation". Neither seems a sure fire thing but at least this not planning my life thing seems to work for me.

Six months though is an exercise I can do. In six months I want to have my own flat in Brighton (yes, I'm moving from NYC) and I want to be implementing the exciting programs at TTC and I want to be furthering the personal relationships I have started this year.

So where will that leave me in a year? Guess I will just have to wait and see.